Who am I?
A number of years ago (I’ve lost count, but it was before ME3’s release) I took over as Admin1 of a Facebook page called Mass Effect Female Shepard, and several years later: somehow I’m still doing it. We (myself and one other co-admin) post anything we can find that is FemShep related. Sometimes we throw in a little science, sometimes a few ‘freedom and equality’ posts too, written into context as if part of the Mass Effect universe.
Being able to play a female character I personally can identify with meant the world to me – it had never really happened before Mass Effect. Everything from the way she walked to the way she hauled Kaidan or Ash’s ass onto her shoulders to get them out of danger worked for me – including that way of sitting she had which everyone noticed once she donned a dress (cringe-worthy and yet for me, so painfully true!).
She, and being able to invent stories about her – small ones like the little ones I’d post to the page on Facebook in the captions of fanart that had inspired me, but also long ones like my ongoing Zaeed x FemShep fanfic – helped me not only practice writing (I’m still working on that!), but also to use writing as therapy.
Everyone’s been through tough times, some more than most. Putting my traumas into the framework of an alternate universe helps me distance myself from those events, reason through them, and by having to refine my explanation enough to put it into words: enable my mind sufficient associative links to embed those experiences in my biological hard drive instead of having them float around as unsaved work, clogging up all the other operations my brain is trying to get on with. Even little things like frustration with university politics when I was doing a PhD or anxiety over a deadline, I could evolve into a short two sentence status update, in some context where Commander Shepard might well find themselves feeling a similar strain… To say nothing of the really serious PTSD-inducing life events a person can go through, a few of which I’m unlucky enough to have experienced.
Shepard means many things to many people, for all kinds of reasons. For me, [she]pard is representative – a long lost voice I’d gotten used to not hearing (a voice that talks like mine), a personality I only ever before saw in my own actions, and a ‘sense of being’ and purpose portrayed as natural which, on the contrary, I’d gotten so used to thinking alien [for my gender] that I wondered if I was from another planet.
The female version of the protagonist will always hold a special place in my heart, as will all the kind and compassionate fellow fans (ignoring the ones who aren’t…) that I’ve met along the way. With them I’ve shared my trivial frustrations, laughter, heart-rending loss, elated triumphs and utter despair… Whether they knew it at the time or not, they’ve been my backbone.
I don’t know how long I’ll keep administrating that page, but for now it – as much as she – is a part of who I am, and I’m willing to admit: I still need her.
Who is Ryder?
As we say goodbye to Commander Shepard, we look ahead to Mass Effect Andromeda. Set hundreds of years after the trilogy, ME:A sets the story for the new protagonist, an untested Pathfinder named Ryder. This Pathfinder must travel to the Andromeda galaxy to find a home for humanity. But who is Ryder? What do we know about them? Here are ten little tidbits on the new protagonist.
1. Shepard was a hero who became a legend. Ryder is untested and ME:A is their journey to becoming a hero.
2. Like Shepard, Ryder can be both male or female, but there is a catch as they are brother and sister. If you chose to play as female Ryder, the brother will be in the universe somewhere. There is no default gender.
3. The N7 character from the E3 trailer is Ryder’s father.
4. Ryder, like Shepard, can be customized, but there are no details on the character creator just yet.
5. There is speculation that the voice actor for male Ryder is Nolan North, but that is only speculation. Nothing has been confirmed.
6. Ryder probably left the Milky Way before the end of Mass Effect 3. Again, this is only speculation. Nothing has been confirmed.
7. Ryder has no connection to Shepard.
8. The player will have a much bigger impact on Ryder’s personality.
9. Ryder can romance either sex.
10. Ryder’s conversations will move away from paragon and renegade and head into greyer territory.
There’s obviously much more to Ryder than this and much more to come this November 7th, N7 Day.
Registered Members Can Now Make Blog Posts.
One of the advantages of the old femshep site was the abilities for users to upload content be it a blog post, videos or pics. I’m happy to say that Registered members of femshep.com can now make blog posts. Upload your thoughts on the game, a few picks of a favorite video. To post to the blog is simple.
Go to your profile. Go to blog. Go to New post. (Profile > Blog > New Post). Write your post and publish. It’s very easy.
“Commander Shepard signing off”
Commander Shepard signs off in this 2015 N7 Day trailer.
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